I had quite an experience last week, at the hight of the full moon. One in which I physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually felt I’ve come a full circle.
To the end.
And the beginning at the same time.
I’ve never told about my abusive childhood, and there’s no need to go into details now either, but during last week’s experience, as I received channeled information about some events that took place in my childhood, it suddenly felt like all the puzzle pieces finally came together.
I’ve worked for years, decades, to fully accept, come to terms with and heal from my past experiences. Now arriving to the point where I released it all so that the past doesn’t define me anymore.
My whole life has led me to this point, really. And my husband plays a huge role in it (as our kids do, too).
When I first saw him thirty years ago, I knew right away that he’s my person. (I’m beyond grateful that he’s my life companion.)
I now realise how in him, I saw the strength, the kindness and the security – the love and the worthiness – I thought I didn’t have. He has been my mirror all these years.
Now I can see, feel and sense those in myself, too.
In the connection to the divinity that is in us all. At all times.
There’s so much I’ve learned on this journey.
Of the wholeness of self, of life and of leadership.
In every relationship.
It has opened me up to a new level of self awareness where you can be and access the higher frequencies of harmony, joy and serenity.
The very energies of deep creation that birth more clarity, inspiration, aspiration and innovation – leading to a deep sense of meaning of life and leadership.
The consciousness of wholeness that allows the self to expand and evolve into the wisdom within.
Where everything and nothing is.
I will share more of this as time goes. And I acknowledge that this isn’t going to be a story for everyone. If it isn’t for you, honour that.
At the same time, this is a story for and of everyone and no one.
One of healing, of acceptance and of release.
Of true freedom and expansion that comes from the connection to the wisdom within.
Of returning to love.
With my all,
Paula
xx